December 28, 2008

半夜的糾纏

我在想.....
是不是看不見...聽不見...
就會慢慢忘記?
不可以有期待, 我是這麼告訴我自己.
當別人的溫度靠近, 我清楚知道他們不是我要的溫度..
那種溫度不會讓我感到溫暖, 也不會讓我心理的到一點安慰.
我是在幹嘛, 我自己也不清楚....
我想找回什麼? 熟悉的溫度? 寄託? .... = =
還是自己躲起來好一點....自己才懂自己的感受...別人都是假的.
漫漫長夜, 我先去睡了...大家晚安.
明天又是美好的一天, 加油!


countdown for my bro : 25days
countdown for melvin : 23days
countdown for CNY : 30days

I'm excited to meet them...since i feel so lonely so lonely recently!sigghss..=(

December 27, 2008

The 74th day without you.

i'm sorry that recently i'm too lazy to update my blog..
i had a lot of fun that night but i had some friendship problem with my best friend, xiaoqin...i'm wondering what she is thinking but today i get the answer...luckily we talk, i thought u still loving your ex..if you really do and u hide inside ur heart, i really nothing to say about it....i hope u'll appreciate our friendship as we've been best friends since our primary school...it means a lot to me so do you ? i hope it'll not happen again, it was not the first time u talk behind me, it hurts, please!
what i'm wrong, i'll try hard to change...anyway, wish our friendship forever^^

let's see the happy moment we shared on 24dec2008...

with greentea richard...




with ahwen aka amu...lol




little girl ahwenwen~


lalala...四連拍~



couple or friend? hiakhiak


does he look familiar..he's wongteckseng..twin brother of wongteckai..^^


alan looks cute with his christmas cap..haha~


random pictures while waiting for countdown...teeehee~







we always have our beer...lol



Priscilia and ahwen


he's a smoker?



i LOVE my娜!


賤人賤人!


i duno this guy la...he said he want act emo...ohgod..i cant accpet! = =



5 4 3 2 1...which one do u prefer? muhahaha~




miraclely i didnt get drunk that night...hehe we went to eat kampua at 6sth...then back home slept again ..had a wonderful night...^^thanks you all...
this christmas i cant get what i want...sighss..i'm still patiently waiting....gambateh..

王力宏2008新專輯第一波主打-心跳 ...推推推~他真的是越來越帥啦...哈哈~



歌詞
想跟我吵架 我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉 我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的塬点
    
你又在哭泣 我给不了安慰
我又在摇头 有那么点后悔
爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走
    
但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪
    
你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
    
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒    
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好



lyrics so meaningful...enjoY everyone...


TODAY
早上去送阿敏去國名服務...有點捨不得....不過希望她進去能壯膽嘍...哈哈...祝她好運..
下午去junaco park settle my khidmat negara things...very mafan la...but finally i'm out of ns..yeahyeah~...so i just need to wait my letter from kl and countdown for year 2009 and chinese new year...my bro is going to back sibu on 22january...wow~~i'm really excited!
hehe...miss him so much ...luckily i still got a bro ..the only bro i have! wuwu..i love you ...hiakhiak...
too much talking here...gonna off d..bye~

December 24, 2008

Christmas Eve

The 70th day without you. sunny day.

我想先推薦歌....

元衛覺醒的鴕鳥. 其實在之前的blog已經推薦過這首歌了...因為太好聽所以在這裡再讓大家聽一次...沒聽過的可以慢慢享受下...雖然他們的聲音不是很特別, 不過他們也是創作+偶像型歌手啦...要多多支持!



LYRICs
你说不爱了 于是我就承担
不问我心里想的是相反
阳光很灿烂 我却笑不出来
他让我看清楚你已离开

我忍着悲伤和无奈
就躲在房间不出来
无法阻挡时间在快转

只能把爱藏在回忆深海
不想面对的是学着习惯成自然
我会把爱隐藏到谁都看不出来
大海在继续却与你无关

你说不爱了 于是我就承担
不问我心里想的是相反
阳光很灿烂 我却笑不出来
他让我看清楚你已离开

那动人完美的独白
没说完你就先离开
就算遗憾我也不推翻

只能把爱藏在回忆深海
不想面对的是学着习惯成自然
我会把爱隐藏到谁都看不出来
大海在继续却与你无关

元卫觉醒 - 鸵鸟

这不是鸵鸟的心态
只是我还无法释怀
我还爱你再不会说出来

只能把爱藏在回忆深海
不想面对的是学着习惯成自然
我会把爱隐藏到谁都看不出来
大海在继续却与你无关

只能让爱离开回忆深海
不想面对的是只能学着习惯成自然
对你的爱寂寞让我却还在依赖
你要的幸福却与我无关
你要的幸福却与我无关



另一首是方大同的新歌小蟲蟲也是超棒~ 沒有歌詞..抱歉抱歉...



最近很懶, 都窝在朋友家...交代下我的law考試...終於, 我考過了啦...engine class我也去了...有趣的事我前面做這一個1984年出生的學生和一個帶了一大堆家當的女生...終之就是很無聊啦...不過上完課就可以學開車嘍~ 我有點懶, 因為想給別人載, 自己開車應該很辛苦吧~ 我是懶惰蟲!
今天去參加了鄭起旭的farewell party, 他是跟我從幼稚園一直到中學都讀同一班...很有緣吧~他30好要去英國讀書了...以後不可能同班了啦~sad...剛剛感覺大家都有了自己的打算, 才體會原來不會有一直再一起的朋友....感慨!
快樂的平安夜可是我沒有很快樂...感覺不對...是我想太多還是我不能接受..
大家有大家想要的吧~
朋友朋友....我去那裡找一個很懂我自己的朋友...難怪他會說 CLONE ME OUT...
真的很難找欸...或許根本沒有!
還是那些根本就是不是交心的朋友, 我懷疑了....=(


劉娜娜, 你沒立場, 你沒有!
他就是不想...我為什麼想那麼多...
我........又動搖....情緒莫名的起伏讓我快受不了....沒人能救我...=(
去年的今天跟今年的今天, 我們差了多少..? 有比較快乐嗎?
........ i should stop ..i think..
hope tomorrow will be ended with memorable and happy christmas party..since i'm lonely without him, so will it be happy ? Though i'm smiling, will it be my truely happiness?
it's so unreal....
abuuuuu~....
How come? ...actually i just want a happy christmas and new year..!
anywayanyway... i'm sure i'll have! so, wish him a HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY MERRY CHRISTAMS~

lastly, HAPPY X-MAS to everyone, hope u all have a great christmas in 2008, it gonna end so appreciate what u have and gambateh for what u want..^^THE ROAD STILL LONG TO GO...
nightnight!

December 19, 2008

The 66th day without you

i failed my law test again, wtf! 41/50....just 1 more mark i can pass....arggghhhh
sighs..tomorrow gonna wake up early to court and go for law test ...ohgod..it's the third time...pleaseplease, let me PASS ok... = = good luck please cometo my side..^^

random pictures in ahwen's car..






we had our dinner here...it had been a long time i never come here...

then.....
we went richard house again ...aaaa...repeating this everyday...haha..comment on movie today.." BORING"....hahaha..
so camwhoring again...hiakhiak~



after....beh tahan the bbq smell, so tukarbaju ....and OF COURSE continue camwhoring..muhahaa~

mememe~


i simply love this..^^


ahwenwen and ahnana~


richard with cute pyjamas..haha..

12sth back home cause mummy kept on calling me...


song for today ...黃靖倫的'走音', I hope everyone enjoy...^^


LYRICS
虽然没车能接送你
海角天边都陪你去
送了一个小惊喜 忙几星期
你眼中 有小星星

你不开心就抱紧你
你有话说我就安静
为你改好了个性 磨平脾气
才晓得默契会飘移

你的爱情在走音 变成另一个旋律
我还在执迷 拼了命去合音
你像下雪的表情 是会过完的冬季
我把心 划成火柴却看见漆黑的梦境

听见爱情在走音 痛是太长的抖音
我不爱煽情 但双唇抖个不停
本来幸福的主题 怎麼唱成了悲剧
选错歌 唱再用心也无力

对街狂奔大喊爱你
拥挤捷运流下泪滴
这个疯狂的自己 来自哪里
我已经不懂我自己




其實想你是不是變成一種習慣, 很多次很想打給你. 但, 我都沒按下通化鍵...
你...應該不想被打擾...
每一分每一秒都在想....
當它是一種享受也許會讓我跟快樂...
i miss u so much...=(
chiaoooo..night~

December 18, 2008

The 65th day without you

又是無聊的一天, 下午跟媽咪去junaco park settle 國民服務的東西...晚上跟阿雯他們出去, 接著又是看電影...怎麼每天都在看電影? 我看到都快吐了...哈哈..

intro a new song for you all....damn nice..聽了心情會變好...哈哈~




name : PK
artist : 梁靜茹 and 曹格

很多話想說, 很多思念想表達, 很多的眼淚想一次湧出, 很多的愛我給不了, 更多的錯我來不及彌補...
怎麼辦呢? 我想放在心理是現在對我最好的選者, 跟任何一個人說對我都沒有幫助, 我只有讓自己變得更好更堅強...這是唯一讓你看見的方法..也許我想要的會再回來..
ALL I WANT IN THIS CHRISTMAS IS JUST YOU!

明天還要考law...不可在不及格了...請大家幫我禱告...我一定要PASS...不然真的丟臉丟到家了...嗚嗚~
先這樣嘍, 晚安....

December 17, 2008

The 64th day without you

i went body check and had a fight with my mum...= = all the way was not in the mood..
BUT, i'm out of the stupid KHIDMAT NEGARA ...i want to thank my mum for bringing my operation report there..wow! damn high, i can move on my plan...yeahyeahyeah~ maybe can go meet him too^^
here are some pictures for today...
I went out with ahwen babe and richard ha how quan and had my hair cut... only fringe la..then camwhore in salloon while waiting ahwen cutting her hair too..


take 1


take 2


take 3


take 4


richard force to acc us, he's bored...ngekngek~

MACDONALD TIME...


ahwen is shy...haha~


ahwen and ahna~


15 VS 17...who looks younger?

After all these, we back richard house watching movie again..MAMAMIA ... it was a nice movie, the song were great!

before i end...


when nana was 15...


when nana is 17...

so does it look the same...haha...i feel im returning to 15..hoohoo...and i like my fringe though it makes me look kid...^^

END...nightss everyone..chiaoooo~

December 16, 2008

NON-STOP music

劉力揚2006作品, 我現在才聽...哈~
還不賴, 推介推介...



莱梅下雨
怎么打湿了巴黎
我是玻璃白色的雾气
看不清楚今天星期几
怀抱着空虚的怀抱里
曾经有彼此的痕迹
我放手温暖空气
还够不够让你 呼吸
*我嘴唇的温度
冷成纯白色的珊瑚
墨绿的海有点想跳舞
甲板开始不让人踱步
那海风开始翻我的书
那海鸥还是没归宿
我们相遇 那个纬度
还依然如故
RAIN 开始燃烧
莱梅保存的拥抱
也许计较
也许是嘴角才不想记得牢
雨点在下 洗白手表
记忆里从此不必打扫
没人打扰 没人问好
静静的用心去寻找 WOO.... *
我嘴唇的温度
冷成纯白色的珊瑚
墨绿的海有点想跳舞
甲板开始不让人踱步
那海风开始翻我的书
那海鸥还是没归宿
我们相遇 那个纬度
还依然如故
RAIN 开始燃烧
莱梅保存的拥抱
也许计较
也许是嘴角才不想记得牢
雨点在下 洗白手表
记忆里从此不必打扫
没人打扰 没人问好
静静的用心去寻找 WOO.... *
别再掩饰我们之间荒凉的寥阔
别再追问眼泪的下落
曾经的我把门反锁 合眼对这错
眼睛无聊的答案 叫隔阂
rain 接着燃烧
莱梅残留的拥抱
也许计较
也许是嘴角
才不想记得牢
雨点在烧 洗白手表
记忆里从此没人打扫
总能遇到一个怀抱
可以去微笑着变老 呼……
可以微笑着变老


希望你們也會喜歡哦~
晚安...

December 15, 2008

The 62nd day without you

終於我們有個很好的通話了=)
聲音還是那麼熟悉, 想法依舊那麼堅定, 心理卻有點改變.
雖然無法跟以前一樣, 很開心的是也許這會是很好的開始...加油哦!
答應自己不會輕易放棄, 我必須努力讓自己變更好.
今天跟往常一樣去看鬼戲...忘了戲名是什麼, 終止今天的很好看..可是我還是有睡覺因為太累了..哈哈~
特別的是跟我遠從澳洲回來的干哥去喝茶了, 很開心見到他們^^

嗯...繼續我12月1日排隊的照片..



親密朋友..


那一張比較sui?..haha


阿敏很美下~


take 1


take 2


take 3


loser needs to drink this...the ingredients are some vege, mayonaise, soup, noodles, cakes, water and so on...ohno...so disgusting!


YongChengHong..he kind of distingush between those colours ...actually we can say he could not name them..weird...but he's SMART!


well-known badminton player in SIBU kampung...muhahaha


rine, huiming and nana


kawan...


me and weiping...


Gordon, u banyak patern hor..?= =


why i keep on kissing u ?haha..


SieHieng外表是個無理頭, 內心卻很善良...^^



劉善揚..i hate him since form 1 but we're friends at the end of our form5 ....and i need to admit he's clever however emotional.


after party!


new boots that i bought that day ...like it as it's BROWN in colour..muhahaha..

end of my pictures...nightss everyone..
chiaaaaoooooo...muaks
muaksmuaks